Chocoholic. Spanish speaker. Lover of hymns. Crafter. A mess. Coffee addict. I'm all these things and more and less. This blog is a way to keep up with memories, thoughts, rambles, and give you a little idea of what is going on with me!

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Merry Christmas!

Here's a great version of one of my favorite Christmas hymns!


Lastly, in this scattered post, I have been reading an advent book called Come, Thou Long-Expected Jesus. It includes sections of Christmas sermons by a long list of pastors and theologians. Something from the Tim Keller section has lingered with me the entire month. He writes, "Christmas shows us that God is not just concerned about spiritual problems but physical problems too. So we can talk about redeeming people from guilt and unbelief, as well as creating safe streets and affordable housing for the poor, in the same breath. Because Jesus himself is not just a spirit but also has a body, the gift of Christmas is a passion for justice." I can honestly say I had never really thought about the Incarnation having those implications before! He went on to talk about the role of women in the birth, life, and death of Jesus. Mary and Elizabeth were the first "theological reflection group", as Keller calls it. Don't forget that thirty-three years later a woman was the first to see our Risen Lord. At the time, women were second class citizens. Their testimony was not even permissible in court. Keller points out that "God is deliberately working with people the world despises... Christmas is the end of snobbishness. Christmas is the end of thinking, Oh, that kind of person." We might not all be racists, etc. But there is someone who we each look down upon, whether or not it be those we consider lazy, unpolished, slutty... fill in the blank! What a candid reminder the manger is. Glory to God who loved me in the depth of my sin!

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

What Child is This?

Why lies He in such mean estate,
Where ox and ass are feeding?
Good Christians, fear, for sinners here
The silent Word is pleading.
Nails, spear shall pierce Him through,
The cross be borne for me, for you.
Hail, hail the Word made flesh,
The Babe, the Son of Mary.
I think this is my favorite verse of any Christmas hymn. Yet for some reason, when celebs sing the classic hymn they like to leave out this verse. There is so much truth packed into it! I can't help but smile as I am overwhelmed by God's great love for his people. The purpose of Christmas is the cross.

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Prince of Peace

A good Advent book, or Lessons and Carols service will usually start in the beginning. Genesis 3:15 is the first mention of the Gospel. God is speaking to the serpent in the garden when he says "I will put enmity between you and the woman, and between your offspring and her offspring. He shall bruise your head, and you shall bruise his heel." This is the very first time that God speaks of his plan of redemption, of the final victory of Christ, which he had ordained before the beginning of time. Once I heard this verse mentioned in a sermon, and the pastor said that the Hebrew word which we translate "enmity" really means "a conflict with murderous intent." After the fall everything was broken. Our relationships with ourselves, God, each other, and the rest of creation - none were functioning as they could before sin. After this we have about two thousand years in which God chooses a people for himself, and leads them through times of faithfulness, and many of wandering. He consistently reminds them that a redeemer is coming - someone who will make what is broken whole again. In Isaiah 9 we read one of the most famous prophesies. "For to us a child is born, to us a son is given, and the government shall be upon his shoulder, and his name shall be called Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace. Of the increase of his government and of peace there will be no end, on the throne of David and over his kingdom, to establish it and to uphold it with justice and with righteousness from this time forth and forevermore. The zeal of the Lord of hosts will do this." By that phrase "Prince of Peace" I have written " no more enmity" and "destroys enmity in my heart with God." Do you see this? This is the peace Christ brings! He restores what has been broken - namely, our relationship with God. Since God cannot look upon sin, he could not associate with us. But in a great act of love and mercy, without compromising his justice, the God of creation poured out his wrath against sin on his son. All of our sin was placed on Christ, and his righteousness was placed on us. Colossians 1:19:20 puts it this way, "For in him all the fullness of God was pleased to dwell, and through him to reconcile to himself all things, whether on earth or in heaven, making peace by the blood of his cross." There it is again! That word, PEACE. We are able to have peace with God, to know him intimately, only through Christ. Let's be faithful to remember why this Prince of Peace humbled himself and came as a baby, and thank him constantly for that!

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

20

Happy Birthday to me! It's official. I am no longer a teenager. My birthday was the Monday after Thanksgiving break, so I celebrated with family on the Friday before I went back to Auburn. (I had to make it to the slaughter that they called the Iron Bowl.) We went to a cute restaurant in the gump.
They made me wear the princess crown and Mom made a cake! Whew, that's a lot of candles.
I don't have pictures of lots of the fun parts. I woke up to balloons outside my room. Molly made me coffee and pancakes for breakfast! Then Molly, Kate, Kath and I walked to class in our rain boots. We purposely jumped in every single puddle. I guess acting like a four year old is a good way to pretend I'm not growing up!
I thought I was going to lunch with David and then we walked to the street to see my Mom's tahoe! Surprise! She drove to Auburn and took me to Amsterdam for lunch. I was not expecting it at all and it was so much fun!
Yum! Look at that cake. 
Kit planned a birthday dinner at Niffers and invited some wonderful friends! She even made a cake. It was a blast. All together I realized how blessed I am to have such wonderful family and friends. They are the best!


Sunday, December 11, 2011

The Past Little Bit In Pictures

Wow. I cannot even believe that the fall semester is already over! November flew by and then finals week is always a blur. Here's a little bit of what's been going on.
Roomies at fall formal! They are great.
A bunch of us went to a sunflower field and pumpkin patch in Lochapoka. It was magical. This picture cracks me up. Kit was really excited to be there.
Football season is now over. But it was a good one! Out of two seasons in the student section I only had one loosing game. So I'll take that. 
In the middle of here I had a birthday! But I'll put those pictures on another post for risk of overload. 
All the AOIIs at Miss Auburn call outs. We have two candidates! I can't wait for campaign week! And I love this picture.
RUF Christmas Party. Gotta love tacky family photos.
Christmas Cocktail! That happened too.
I went to Fairhope for the weekend. My car was sitting outside sweet Sarah's house when some punk decided to bust my window and steal Kit's purse. One freezing four hour car ride later, my car is safely in the garage with a cardboard box taped over it.
There you have it! Some highlights, and a lowlight. Now I am looking forward to a Christmas break full of much reading and crafting.

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Little

So this post has been coming for a long time, but I finally got all the pictures together, and it is finally finals week, so I am looking for ways to procrastinate. Anyways, without further ado, welcome to the fam jam Little!
This is Catherine and I at reveal. I was a mummy and she was Cleopatra. Odd, I know. I like to refer to it as creative. (Or what I could find in Kit's closet!)
We're really adventurous. And we love RUF fall conference.
Here is the whole family at formal! I'm not on the bottom of the stack anymore.
See that family tree? It was only three or so weeks late. 
My AOII gift making career is complete. She made me that awesome panda on the left! Impressive!
This was on my birthday at the RUF Christmas party. I am so thankful for this girl!

Monday, December 5, 2011

The Humility of Ceremony

C.S. Lewis and Elisabeth Eliot are two of my very favorite authors. They have extremely different writing styles, but each manages to articulate things I think I know in the very core of my being. Since moving to college, I have been attending a very traditional church. The church my parents attend at home is also much more traditional then the one in which I grew up. (Ironically, they are both called Trinity. Clearly pretty standard for our denomination.) We sing from a hymnal and psalter, and use things like the Apostle's Creek, the Nicene Creed, the Doxology, and the Gloria Patri. Often the pastor doesn't announce which part of the service is coming next, or when to stand, but the congregation follows the bulletin. I did not expect to love this form of corporate worship as much as I do. I think I have learned so much about worshipping with reverence and awe. I love singing and saying things that Christians have recited for centuries, connecting us to the church universal of all times and places. I often hear people make negative comments about worship services that contain some degree of ritual. What ultimately matters is the heart, and I believe that God can be glorified by a Catholic choir chanting in Latin and by Lecrae's rap lyrics. However, I would disagree that a worship service has to be molded to society in order to be relevant. I have been rereading Let Me Be A Woman, which is quickly becoming my favorite book. The other night I was ecstatic to come across a chapter called "The Humility of Ceremony." Eliot quotes Lewis' Preface to Paradise Lost. "Above all, you must be rid of the hideous idea, fruit of a widespread inferiority complex, that pomp, on the proper occasions, has any connection with vanity or self-conceit. A celebrant approaching the altar, a princess led out by a king to dance a minuet, a general officer on a ceremonial parade, ... all these wear unusual clothes and move with calculated dignity. This does not mean that they are vain, but that they are obedient, they are obeying the hoc age which presides over every solemnity. The modern habit of doing ceremonial things unceremoniously is no proof of humility; rather it proves the offender's inability to forget himself in the rite, and his readiness to spoil for everyone else the proper place of ritual." Elisabeth Eliot is referring specifically to a wedding, but I think the same principle is true in corporate worship. She says that "The ceremony provides the form, the ritual which (to quote Lewis again) 'renders pleasures less fugitive,... which hands over to the power of wise custom the task (to which the individual and his moods are so inadequate) of being festive or sober, gay or reverent, when we choose to be, and not at the bidding of chance.'" I absolutely love this. I never thought of ceremony as a form of humility before. Our society, and the American church in particular, is so quick to base everything off feeling and emotion. People change churches in haste because a particular pastor or worship leader just "didn't do anything for me" or make big decisions because they "weren't feeling it." Churches use all measure of techniques to manipulate the emotions of the congregation. In fact, they are missing the point! In a ritual in which every piece is intentional and Christ-centered, there is freedom for true emotion - emotion based on truth. 

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Here And Heaven

This song is my new favorite. It is a lot of very talented individuals all working together, and it will leave you speechless! Happy finals studying! Enjoy!

Friday, December 2, 2011

20 Things

Once again, it's still too late for a Thanksgiving post. But I am writing another one anyways. Here are twenty five things that I am incredibly thankful for!
jumping in puddles in my rain boots
cut flowers in a mason jar
fun scarves
quilts hand stitched with love
white houses:
my ENO hammock
pumpkin muffins
pinterest
new books (and old ones!)
Indelible Grace
my new favorite snack:

piles of fall leaves
older women who take time to get coffee or talk on the phone with me
my cute puppy dog who now has grey on her face
chacos
sunny days
this picture which I am obsessed with:
fire pits and s'mores with my family
bluegrass 
needle and thread