Chocoholic. Spanish speaker. Lover of hymns. Crafter. A mess. Coffee addict. I'm all these things and more and less. This blog is a way to keep up with memories, thoughts, rambles, and give you a little idea of what is going on with me!

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Happy Mother's Day!

"I am reminded of your sincere faith, a faith that dwelt first in your grandmother Lois and your mother Eunice and now, I am sure, dwells in you as well." 2 Timothy 1:5
Today, I think it's only appropriate that I give a shout out to my mom for being the awesome woman she is! She uses her high school cheerleader abilities to encourage us in everything that we do. She has also passed down to me her love for chocolate. Because of watching her, I feel like I know what it looks like to seek the will of God above all else, and to honor your husband, children, and home with a humble spirit. Most of all, I am grateful to her for instilling in me a love for the Lord for as long as I can remember. I love the verse above from Timothy, because it reminds me of the crucial role of the covenant family. Obviously God doesn't call people to himself simply because their family belongs to him, nor does everyone born to Christian parents become a child of God. But I praise him for allowing me the blessing of growing up in a home where He was glorified above all. How much I have been spared from as a result of never knowing a day when He was not preeminent in my life. Thanks for loving me Mom. Thanks for putting up with me even when I am not very lovable. Thanks for holding me with an open hand, and for always trusting me to the Lord. I love you more than you know!

Friday, May 6, 2011

Here Comes The Bride


Ok I admit it. I am among the ranks of girls who stayed up til 5 AM to watch William and Kate get married. People make fun of it, but I was not about to sleep through history! I'm all about a good story, and making french toast in the chapter room and watching the royal wedding live will be something I'll tell my kids about. Other than the history, I think so many girls were fascinated with it because it involves two of our favorite things: weddings and princesses. I think this is first of all because the Lord created us to long for a family and for someone to romance us. (I'm not saying marriage is his will for every girl, but it is definitely a desire he has written onto most of our hearts.) We want to feel beautiful and valued and treasured. Most of my friends have a wedding file on their computer with pictures of dress and decoration ideas. Lame? I think not. Rather, I think the Lord has given so many this fascination because marriage itself is a picture of Christ's love for his church. He values me and loves me and treasures me even more than my husband will when I walk down the isle. In fact, he suffered and died so that I could have intimacy with him. How humbling! The most pure marriage in the world is only a mere reflection in a foggy mirror of the unity with him that the bride of Christ will enjoy for all of eternity! Thanks William and Kate for reminding me of this, and making me long for forever with the source of all my joy.



"The King is enthralled by your beauty. Honor Him, for He is your LORD." Psalm 45:11

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

The Arboretum

This morning after my nutrition final, I walked to the arboretum, which is perhaps my favorite place on campus. It's always a breath of fresh air and peace when the days get crazy! Just for fun, I found pretty much every shady bench or nook to do part of my quiet time in. It was beautiful, and oh so relaxing. My parent's actually got engaged in the arboretum, which is kinda cool. Here's a few pictures I took on another trip:




Here's what I wrote in my journal this morning as I sat there:
"I am attempting to read my Bible all the way through this calendar year, and as can  be expected, I've gotten way behind. I'm sitting in the arboretum beginning to catch up and I decided I'd finally quit putting off 2 Chronicles, and pick up where I left off. Needless to say, the Lord has reminded me again that every single part of his Word is inspired and precious. Who knew 2 Chronicles could bring tears to my eyes? God is so good. His power, and his provision for his people are incomparable. Let me set the scene. Jehoshaphat was king of Judah and he "set his heart to seek God." (19:3) A great multitude comprised of three people groups came against him in battle, so naturally Jehoshaphat was afraid. he sought the LORD and proclaimed a fast in all of Judah (20:4). I love part of his prayer: "O LORD, God of our fathers, are you not God in heaven? You rule over all the kingdoms of the nations. In your hand are power and might, so that none is able to withstand you." (20:6) Later he prays "We do not know what to do, but our eyes are on you." (20:12) I love the brutal honesty, humility, and dependence of that prayer. Look how God answers! "Do not be afraid and do not be dismayed at this great horde, for the battle is not yours but God's... You will not need to fight in this battle. Stand firm, hold your position, and see the salvation of the LORD on your behalf, O Judah and Jerusalem." (20:15&17) When the warriors of Judah got to the battle, the enemy was already lying dead in the field! Wow! I feel like any feeble attempt of mine to elaborate on that would not do it justice. I am blown away by how much God loves his people. If he is able to do this, why do I not trust him? Why do I always want to have my hand of control in everything I do, as if I think I could do better than that? Oh God forgive my stubborn heart."
I just started a new journal. And I am kind of obsessed with it. So I decided to include a picture. It has real leaves on the front with a bamboo spine.
It's hard to tell, but the pages are so cool and grainy. And best of all... NO LINES!
                                      
If you don't already journal, try it! It's an awesome way to process what God is teaching you and to remember his faithfulness. I also love to write my prayers because it keeps me from getting as distracted.

Monday, May 2, 2011

The Winds and the Waves Obey Him

Well, it's been quite a week for news. Osama Bin Ladin is dead. Prince William is married. (Don't worry. There's a whole post on that coming later.) And terrible tornados have swept Alabama. They left destruction in their path. It left scenes like this:
                    
                                                     And this:
                    
I drove to Birmingham on Saturday, and right inside the Chambers County line it was clear where the tornado had been. Entire rows of trees were snapped in half, and the metal on a church roof was bent completely backwards. I drove past the remains of a house, with insulation floating in the wind. One of my roommates for next year got a text during chapter that her grandparents lost everything they own. We have tornado warnings all the time, and nothing comes of them. This time however, has been incredibly sobering for people across the southeast. These storms have reminded me of a couple things. 
First of all, our God is extremely powerful. All of human engineering cannot stand up for a second when He commands the winds.  "And these are but the outer fringe of his works;  how faint the whisper we hear of him! Who then can understand the thunder of his power?” Job 26:14 
Secondly, I have realized the fading nature of possessions. This Sunday, my pastor talked about Matthew 6:19-24, about how it is completely impossible to serve both God and money. How often are we mastered by material things? The amount of stuff in my dorm room is enough to make me embarrassed of the amount of stuff I own. The Lord has blessed  me greatly, and there is no harm in ownership, but at the same time, it is so important to keep things in perspective. The only two things that are eternal are the Word of God and the souls of men. Why do we spend so much time chasing after things that can disappear in an instant?